One of my girls is causing drama, phoning and threatening the other two in her city. I’ve had to next her.
A girl that I’m bonded and in love with, but for whom I have a bit less sexual chemistry, agreed to meet me, after she had broken up with me for seeing other girls, and I was away from Bali for 8 months. She has never had sex with anyone other than me. She’s about 26 years younger than me. I’m very emotional about her. I’m the type of guy whose emotions can’t be hidden; my eyes tear up out of happiness, my face flushes red out of embarrassment.
On the first night she limited my groping away from her nipples. The next day she insisted on a condom. At first. She has a very difficult time understanding how I can be in love with her but refuse not to stop fucking other girls. Every time I say anything about her, she bounces it back with “that’s what you say to all the girls”.
V is so sweet. Very emotional, very romantic. Very bright and funny. I have some feelings for her that I don’t have for anyone else right now.
Only with her do I get to be witty.
I very occasionally go out hunting. Most of the time I don’t even make one approach. I rarely get any IOIs, and in fact can’t even catch a glance most of the time. When I’m not outright invisible I get actual scowls of disdain, just for daring be taking up space.
Lately I’ve been getting messages from some girl I handed my business card to. She’s small and my type – I only approach girls who I’d want to see on a regular basis. At first I assumed it was the drama girl, trying to entrap me, so I ignored it. But as of today a date has been set up for when I return to Java. Nice timing – I can drop the drama girl without any change in the number of companions.
You may notice that within this narrative is an underlying theme, and principle. If a man holds his frame, at all costs, things can work out far better than how women SAY they will. And no matter what you think your sexual value, you can punch above your weight. And up your value to punch yet higher still. And you can do that far longer than other others will tell you. I expect to still be dating young women when I’m 70 years old. Some of them may be my current companions. Even though they’ll be pushing or even past forty, a girl gets bonus points for history.
Being old does not necessarily mean you can’t still date attractive young women.
Being non-monogamous does not necessarily mean that women will not remain deeply romantically and sexually attached to you.
A man can hold his frame. It would amaze most people how much weight holds up under a strong frame.
Women will threaten every possible thing they can to keep a man monogamous. Some will resort to threats of theft, police, and physical violence, against you or the women in your life. Most will threaten abandonment. And yet if a woman is bonded and attracted to you, she will feel compelled to keep seeing you, even if it causes her frequent tears.
It’s very difficult for me to get dates. I plan to order a wig today, as there is not much hair left. Sometime this year I may get something done about the heavy wrinkles in my face.
But even without the wig and surgery, and even being short and ugly and bald and old, and even with already having four lovers who fight over me, I’m nowhere near close to my sexual marketplace potential. Even without further building up my businesses and pipeline – but just now with what I have, I am only scratching the surface.
Some percentage of cool and interesting attractive young women would continue to fall for me, as I am, and put up with and even join in on my sexual shenanigans.
I’m going to need to slot in some time for handing out more cards.