Dreamless sleep. A moment when the ball bounces back to my hand. My lover’s face. Any immediate moment. Any immediate moment.

Lots of those. Some Gurus say good things about me. I feel some good things about some Gurus and some friends. And some lovers.

I no longer look to see the difference between Buddhists and outsiders. I try to look deeper. If I can’t see deeper, what purpose my eye training?

My eyes are habituated to relax into wide environment. My heart is habituated to know that it can see. My body listens. All of me is more than parts of me, and each of me listens with intent. I gave intent. I have intent. I am intent. I want to love.